I feel like a waste of space today. After napping yesterday I couldn’t sleep much last night. Then got up this morning at 8:25, went to work, where I had no guaranteed group. Jon wanted me to work an outing at noon, but I waited instead. tracey and Rhonda showed up but didn’t want to take me. I guess I don’t blame them because they were a twosome but it still kinda sucked. So I said I would work the outing and left. Well I got home, ive felt like exhausted crap ever since and canceled my spot. Got some lunch and here I am lying on the couch. I need to get real sleep tonight, although I have no plans to do anything tomorrow except maybe practice at Bethpage. No work today = no golf tomorrow for lack of funds. Maybe ill see if lara wants to have lunch. I have a headache and I never get headaches. Grrr wtf its summer

This is all coming off of the best part of my summer so far. After the show Sunday we went to the diner for jess’ 16th then I stopped at seussical for a little while before heading down to NJ to elyssas house. Only took me an hr and 40 min. I got to live a rich and fabulous life for three days and it was awesome. Sunday night we went in her hot tub and relaxed in the theater…yes her dad built a pseudo movie theater in the basement. Plasma tv the size of a door turned on its side, platform with huge couches on it. Watched some sex and the city and went to be around 2ish?

Monday was awesome, spent the whole day with elyssa and her mom. We went to liberty village outlets (elyssa lives in Flemington NJ) and went to polo and tommy h. got two relly nice shirts at polo and socks, and navy plus pants at tommy. Keep uppin that teachers wardrobe! Then we went to panera, then back to watch more season 4. her mom was out, we made some drinks and were singing our asses off in the kitchen. Hen we all went out to a really nice dinner at bensi and I got this champagne peach thing that was very strong, and we had a great meal. All day we had been driving in her moms new saab convertible and after the last trip and the drinks I was none too sober. When we got back to the house erin and Courtney came over and we drank they didn’t, fnished off the bottle of strawberry vodka that elyssa brought back from Israel. We were wasted. Sorry if I called you! Haha

We went to country griddle to eat Tuesday, then elyssa went to work and her dad, me, and sis jami went to play golf at the beaverbrook club. I don’t usually like course like this, it reminded me of oyster bay. I played a really good back nine tho and shot 89. her dad shot like 108 and jami didn’t score well but shes only been playing three months, and she had really good instincts. Her sis is SO funny and we had a great time. We went home and bbqd and then me elys jami and her bf buck/Brandon went to coldstone for dessert, in the convertible of course. Hot tub again, more season 4, just relaxed. Elyssa and I stayed up real late having one of those talks about life, the future, moving on, all of it.

Yesterday morning I left at like 1115, right after her sis got back from passing her road test! Congrats jami! It was her 17th birthday.

It was so great to be there. I missed her so much, and we had such a good time with the fam. It was the first time all summer I actually felt like I was on vacation, from my life I guess. I loaded up my plate this summer and maybe made some wrong decisions, im just going to try and enjoy everything for the next 6 weeks before I go back to college world.

Speaking of loading up my plate…nick cant do the Thursday ypt of west side so bruce and nancy have asked me to do it. I said yes because I really do want to play the role, even if its not on the Mainstage. I already know most of the lines, and I think it will be more of a challenge than playing riff would have been cause hes more like roles I usually play. My accent will probably suck, but I think I could have fun with it.

Well I guess since im not working id better get something accomplished today, like some cleaning the room and such.

Bye all!
~me